I need to get over this obsession.


I really need to get over it.



But he's perfect. And totally not into me.



Move on. Just do it.

nothing I'll feel tonight

i've gotten away from needing to be so anonymous.

i've gotten away from a lot of things.



technology hates me lately. the laptop died, was resurrected, and died again. the cell phone was dropped one too many times and the replacement sucks. the car's windshield sprayers no longer work, the power steering belt is going, the struts have been shit for far too long now, and it desperately needs a tune up.


i desperately need a tune up.


i finally thought things were turning around for me. i felt so optimistic. and now, it's gone.


i need to keep busy.


i need a new job.